N�GRA HYGGLO IDOOLER

So you wanna know why I can't sleep. Unless I've got a belly full of wine. You show
up in time for a bad time. You show up and the world is wild. I want your pearly little
hand in my hair. We make a strange and furious pair. I want you pearly on the inside.
I know your heart. It's just like mine was.

Give me something to take away the pain. Give me something that lets me sleep all day.
Play me some music that lifts me to my feet. Not another ripped-off beat. Take me to
the ocean and leave me there. Leave me all alone with the sun and the air. I'll float
around all day long. It won't be long before I'm gone. I float around. I'm sinkin' down.
Feel like I'm gonna drown. In this stinkin' town.

I was never just an ordinary girl who underwent a transformation. I always thought I
could see the stars and watch them grow in my hands, but my mind was bigger than
the world. My choice was being born a girl. When will I ever learn the truth, without
the fiction, without the friction.

That's all you wanted. We share this skin. We share this kiss. The best in us. The beast
in us. This lust. I saw the angels sleeping with you. In his face, light. That's all you wanted.
That's all you give.

Sunbathing, and she came down from above. Close my eyes and I feel like I'm in love.
Wrapped in silk, how I got here I don't know. Tastes like milk and there's nowhere else
to go. Soft red lips, slowly open wide. Honey drips and I long to feel inside. Deep and
warm, the only to place to be. Sleep til dawn, then she does the same for me. Drawn fine
line, heal my bad spine. Close together, now its all mine. Wake in sunlight, sunlight bleak
white. Realise she's gone.

Dreams deep heat teasing my mind. Sleep peels sweet stealing my sighs. She breathes
deep when he's inside. Dreams deep heat poisons my mind. Night's bright lights dim in
the day. Blind eyes smile at you today. I find I'm falling away. My eyesights never the
same. Inside me there's a separate girl. She's winning and I'm losing control. She's
coming but my eyes are closed. She's coming but I wake up and it leaves me cold.

I was near when you died at birth. I was near when you were born in death. I've felt the
faces within you. It is a more sacred sin then on this list. And on the way there, Perhaps
some other animal. Perhaps some other aeon.

Walking on his highways. We leave the land. And float inside the dark, black water
Robin flies again. She flew low over the highways. And I saw the wind. Blowing back
her barbie doll hair. Robin flies again. And in a kitchen in Kentucky She thinks she's
Peter Pan. And in the bottom of a concrete basement. Robin flies again

Waitin' for a sign from you, waitin' for a signal to change. Have you forgotten what your
love can do? Is this the end? Walkin' through the city. Your boots are high-heeled and
are shinin' bright. The sun was sparklin' on the shaft of your knife. Flower in the morning
rain, Dying in my hand. Was it all in vain?

The night is still and the frost it bites my face. I wear my silence like a mask and murmur
like a ghost. The carefree days are distant now. I wear my memories like a shroud. I try
to speak but words collapse. Echoing. A sweet reminder in the ice-blue nursery of a
childish murder, of hidden lustre. And she cries "Trick or Treat". The bitter and the
sweet. I wander through your sadness, gazing at you with scorpion eyes. Halloween.

Flat block of two dimensions. Neon totem pole to the sky. Keeping scores of people,
stacked up so high above the ground. But all they can hear is the sound of the wind in
the antennae. It's a human zoo, a suicide machine.